Why I joined Umbrella Journal: A researcher’s journey through emotion, agency, and the art of understanding ourselves
I am Wanxu Li, an International Development Studies student and a psychosocial empowerment research intern currently working in Morocco. My work often takes place in l-m'awen, women’s cooperatives, and community workshops where people speak about their lives with an honesty that is both vulnerable and brave. What I hear repeatedly is that emotional struggle is experienced in solitude. People often tell me that the hardest moments come at night, when their thoughts speed up just as the world slows down. They seem fine during the day, but the quiet hours reveal a very different reality, one that many others experience too. The World Health Organization reports that more than 300 million people worldwide live with depression and anxiety, making these conditions among the most pervasive global health challenges today.
The more time I spend in communities, the more I see how emotional well-being is linked to social, economic, and historical pressures. It is never only about individual feelings. It is also about the responsibilities people carry, the cultural expectations placed on them, and the limited spaces they have to express what weighs on their minds. This interdependence between inner and outer worlds shaped the way I understood mental health and eventually led me to Umbrella Journal.
What first resonated with me about Umbrella was its respect for emotions. They are not portrayed as barriers or inconveniences but as messages that carry insight if we are willing to listen. Its foundation in cognitive behavioural therapy is supported by extensive research showing that identifying and reframing unhelpful thought patterns can significantly improve emotional resilience. What stayed with me most was not the scientific structure of the app but the quiet belief behind it. Umbrella assumes that everyone deserves the chance to understand their inner world, and that this understanding should not be a luxury. The app creates space for thoughtful reflection and emotional clarity. Studies highlighted by Harvard Health Publishing show that expressive writing can reduce stress and improve the way people process complex emotions.
Umbrella gives people a chance to slow down and meet their own inner world with a bit more calmness and awareness. Over time, the reflection helps people recognize the patterns that shape their worries, their hopes, and the choices they make every day. I joined Umbrella because I believe that when people are able to see themselves clearly, they gain a kind of freedom that cannot be created for them by anyone else. Real change begins when we finally understand what our mind has been trying to tell us.